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Very little, to be honest. At least, it's getting increasingly difficult to find it. Some days I hope for a little burst of impulsive creativity, and others I hope to fall further into insanity so that I can live inside my own head.

Also, Ayumu Kasuga...

rodox_head wrote:Very little, to be honest. At least, it's getting increasingly difficult to find it. Some days I hope for a little burst of impulsive creativity, and others I hope to fall further into insanity so that I can live inside my own head.

Also, Ayumu Kasuga...

Real shit.

During the winter what motivates me is the thought of sunny summer days chilling on the beach, Swimming and camping, Listing to BoC in front of a campfire, Star gazing, Looking for UFOs and doing astrophotography

In the winter I find it tremendously difficult to find any motivation at all.. But I just look forward to summer

Trying new lifestyles/experiences to deepen my brain library
and keeping an open-mind

My inability to unindoctrinate my fear of god

Escitalopram.

I used to think I wasn't motivated EACH day but as I've got older and started listening to my mind better I've got a lot better at finding the right collaboration between the day's circumstances, my goals, and the passing whims that float by like butterflies.

Is that a zen thing? Feels like a zen thing. It's good to be in tune with things, a lot less anxiety inducing.

I've been walking more, making more time with friends. And letting my goals find me instead

I don’t know what my future will be specifically, but I know it will be good. I also exist out of spite as a trans person in the states. That keeps me going, but motivation can wax and wane. Resilience and discipline are more important than anything to survival.

Very interesting. Good job Boards.

Concerta... no joke.

I recognize that there is a lot of beauty in the world and I like to wake up each day trying to see the beautiful and make things beautiful as well.

Beyond that, my routine motivates me. I'm fully immersed in audio, music, and art in my professional and personal life. I fought for 30 years to build it that way, so I take nothing for granted.

Also, much like David Lynch, I'm motivated by copious amounts of coffee.

I'm also motivated by trying to make the ugly better too...the world is...the world right now.

I also need to keep going until I reach the day when BOC drops the album tbh.