I appreciate your concern Geogandhi, but I can assure you that I'm quite fine, of sound mind and body. I like a good beer or three or a dab here and there just like most people, but I'm not some hermit cowering in a basement with a whiteboard or whatever, slowly losing their mind,
I feel like I used to be pretty overt and specific about explaining what I felt they were up to each step of the way with this thing (just look back at this thread over the past 100 odd pages), but as time has gone I've intentionally taken my analysis of that in a more abstract direction, that's partly I think due to lack of interest/understanding by others and maybe the realization that it's more fun that way anyways.
Yes, I am holding some undisclosed extra information close to my chest that I strongly feel is authenticated but is likely to be ultimately ephemeral in the scheme of things, data that is sort of like the equivalent to the NCD website in the runup to TH, I don't think it's a hugely relevant to anyones' interest anyways.
The "why" of this thing has always been interesting to me. I think my love of Boards has always come more from some of their implied aesthetics and interests intersecting with my own. Aside from that charming woozy 70s nostalgia I've always found things like mind control, numerology, and cults really interesting to me. Big Lovecraft fan too - I remember Stephen King doing some short story years ago that felt like a nod to Lovecraft/OCD that seems a lot like this and it was great. Call me a willing mind control subject that's giving you a wink and a nod at the same time.
I often think about these two guys that you have to pass by to get into the local hockey games here, I believe that they live in a homeless shelter or something, but they will stand on the street and loudly read bible passages and try to rain down fire and brimstone on the people walking into the game. They are largely ignored by all the passerby, but that doesn't deter them at all, year in and year out.
I respect the fact that it's all very real to those guys, and it if helps you understand where I'm coming from, this is kind of my own nod to that type of devotion, but as I said, tongue in cheek all the way just in case you were worried.